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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
10:45 am	god ooh god. so i have not posted in forever. i think it is just that this play and soccer and everything has go me so busy that when i am home i just want to relax or go party. i didn't even see mary this weekend because i was exhausted all saturday from the partying of friday night.i am exhausted, potted out and caught up in college aplication frenzy. the weird part is that i miss the way my life used to be but i love the way it is. ali and i ditched school and went to san francisco on fri. i had an awesome high fri and sat. but i missed mary and the slow life in general. i am wrapped up in the drama thing and it is so wonderful. i am so estaticaly happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! call me mary. i am going to call you today abaout watching the lord of the rings. i hope you dont have too much homework and can come!!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 29th, 2003
5:44 pm	i am so excited. i just got an e-mail from the Emerson office of admissions. They said i can defer enrollment until the second semester. YAY!!!!! that makes me uber happy. Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 28th, 2003
4:25 pm	soccer tournament in San Ramon. Lost first game 0-4. tied second 1-1. won third 3-1. no fourth. since this was the first time we had played as a team the above results were expected. we improved greatly and it was actually kind of fun. dinner at Chevy's with the whole team was amusing. afterwards i drove a cat of us to Cold Stone icecream. it rocked. all in all, not a bad weekend. although i did have to room with Lila, an obnoxious girl i kind of know from drama. i also have tons of homework to do. yeah me. oh! the best part was when, in the third game i slidetackled the goalie. it rocked. Current Mood: drained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 21st, 2003
4:20 pm	uhhg. lost my soccer game this morning. it was in san rafel at noon. it was 100 degrees out. DAMN it sucked. anywhoo i sprained 2 of my fingers going down for a save and scrapped up my knees. which makes typing NOT fun. is it bad when "tired" is my mood on the weekend? :) Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 13th, 2003
1:36 pm	i am so hungover. left elon's (see sarah's lj for details)with alison last night. we went to Jamie Wosk's where eliza, eliot, tod, kieth and some people i dont know were. ali and i got compleatly drunk (me more than her) i had never been drunk before so i drank too much and threw up. yeah it was gross, but i am over it. i also practically fell down jamies front porch stairs. i DID fall of the curb and seriously mess up my toe. i dont think it is broked but it is certainly fucked up. i did this at the begining of an adventure and didn't even notic until 30 minutes later. i bled all over my jeans. lets see....i fell down a lot. i have gaping holes in my memory where i just listened to the music and dozed. next time i wont drink so much. jamie is having a actual party tonight. i want to stop by and say high. maybe bring some alcohol (since me ali todd and eliot drank all of it). OH!! we took shots of vodka. i think i had 7. that is so much. any way cant really function now because i am compleatly hung over. gonna go deal with this gaping wound on my foot. hey kendra, i haven't seen you in forever. CALL ME! Current Mood: drained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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Monday, September 8th, 2003
4:28 pm	Emerson i wish this didn't happen to me. i wish i hadn't fallen in love with an expensive and exclusive college. 650 accepted out of 4000. this college is perfect for me. i am just so excited about it! every time i am online i go to their website. EEEEEE!!!!!! i am pretty sure i will be accepted to the actual college. but then i have to do an audition (OH. MY. GOD!) and of course there is paying for it. the tuition alone is $22,144! i only get 50,000 dollars from my mother for college. that wont even cover 2 years! the thing is...if i am accepted, i wont be able to say no. i will take out student loans and do whatever it takes to go to my dream school. oh woe is me! Current Mood: anxious (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 6th, 2003
11:56 am	little something i wrote i was hanging out with alison last night and we were talking about some stuff, so when i ccame home i wrote a little monologue from it. What If? A monologue by Laura Welter (Scene opens with a waitress Alison sitting on a stool stage left. There is an empty table stage right with two empty chairs. Besides these items there are no props all props are mimed. Throughout the entire piece she is busy, taking an order, cleaning up, brining people their food etc. She speaks directly to the audience, in a dreamy voice.) I dream of red carpets, camera flashes and magnificent designer dresses. Flocks of fans that adore me and enjoy what I do; people who cheer when I step gracefully out of my limousine.(Alison mimes stepping out of a limousine, turning and waving with two hands to an imaginary crowd). (Aside) Can I take your order? I was driving to work yesterday and thought, what if I was in a car crash. And my arm was just chopped off. Or I got a really bad scar? I know it would be terrible to get in an accident but I never thought of it as something that could ruin my dream. (She sits heavily back down on the stool) Its not as if there are one armed actresses just running around. (She puts one hand behind her back as if it has been chopped off and, again, mimes getting out of a limousine.) How would they wave to the crowds? Hell, what would their dresses look like! (She looks down at her one armed self skeptically and then her look changes to one of speculation. She shrugs.) I really have to keep on top of these things. Maybe I should wear protection. (She picks up a helmet off the table.) A helmet. (She puts on the helmet) Everywhere. Just take it off when needed. Like at auditions (She takes off the helmet and putting it back on the table. She adopts a more professional and confident manor.), “Hello, My name is Alison Sheehan and I will be performing…(Trails off as if a thought has come to her.) (Dropping the professional manor) But then stages can be dangerous places. Lights, sets and ladders all just waiting to fall on someone. (picks the helmet up off the table and puts it back on and again adopts her professional manor) “I will be playing blah-blah-blah in blah-blah-blah by blah-blah-blah”. Then you do your monologue, say thank you and get out (She speed walks to stage left and takes off the helmet and sets it on the stool). Of course a helmet wont protect you from getting your arm chopped off. Football pads might help (She picks up football shoulder pads off the ground and puts them on. She puts the helmet back on.) And….if I am getting protective gear I might as well throw in a bulletproof vest (She takes off the helmet, then the football pads, puts on the bulletproof vest, puts back on the football pads and the helmet), just in case. (Sigh) Now I am all protected (enthusiastically) and ready to take Hollywood by storm! (She looks down at herself and contemplates her outfit) Do you think I could find matching heels? hee hee. i think the ending is a little abrupt but i was tired. Yay! i have a soccer game in 3 hours! man am i sore from tackle tag yesterday. yeah. its what it sounds like. Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 4th, 2003
6:20 pm	school sucks, but i totaly nailed my monolouge in Acting. brownie points for me! Current Mood: giddy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
5:34 pm	just guess guh. got an email from emerson (my top choice college) saying online applications are now available. guess what i just started? freaky huh? in other news ben broke up with erin yesterday. thank god. its not that i hate erin, its more that i hate the way ben acted around her and i hate the way she changed him into a depressed uptight guy instead of the ben i knew and loved. however since most people only tolerated erin because of ben she is going to have it hard. no more being nice to her. what a way for her to start her senior year! back to that aplication! Current Mood: numb (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 1st, 2003
6:11 pm	bored so will update. FRIDAY: after school went to lunch at Peking Chef with conor corey carlos and joe and lyra zela and juliane. then we hung out at ragel. we goofed around and traded shirts. at 630 i met sarah to go to the Rialto and see Dirty Pretty Things. We got there (i went in the exit and had an interesting time parking). we met Kendra and watched the movie. after that we all met up at bens. people there were watching a bad movie so 6 of us (ken, sarah, finney, conor, erin and me) headed to IN 'n' OUT. we grabbed burgers and shakes and chowed down. it rocked. we went back to bens where we talked and did nothing until midnight. got home and realized i hadn't connected with mary like we had planned last weekend. it sucked. SATURDAY: Trip to the river! wake up, call caitlin, she calls garrin, skylar and josh. i call conor. conor says he thought i ditched him so he carlos and those people are heading to the river themselves. i pick up caitlin and we head over to sklars to get josh garrin and skylar. grab them and then it is off to the river. my passengers light up and get high. we get to the river and find everyone (lyra carlos juliane zela corey conor joe and huck). Reina and Jessica are comming later as is Jordo. we swim and fuck around. the boys teach me how to skip rocks. Reina and Jessica arive and they caitlin carlos lyra and i swim upstream to jump off a big rock under the bridge. it is really fun. jessica and carlos contimplate jumping off high but we convince them not to. we float/swim back. halfway back we are met by jordo who wants us to go to a party in berkley. we leave and go home to prepare for a night in berkley. on the drive home my car lights up and we all get high. i shower and eat and then go to caitlins. skylar garrin and josh are all ready there. we pack my car and go meet jordo joe reina and jessica. we all drive to jordo's where we chow down. we leave jordo's. my car now has only garrin skylar and caitlin in it. they pack a bowl of salvia, a legal drug that causes time lapse, and smoke it. they keep smoking, even while we are in a gas station parking lot, until all the salvia is gone. we get to jordo's co-op in berkley, unload and park. garrin and skylar say that the car ride, which was about 1 hour, felt like 7 minutes. pakced in jordos room we smoke some weed out of Reina's bong. garrin cuts up and eats the cactus he brought with him. it contains mescalin, a halusonagen. we head over to the party at 11. we dont end up getting in. bummer. we go back to jordo's and party down. tons of alcohol and weed is consumed. we all get completly wasted. i pass out first, at about 1230. everyone is up until 3. i feel like a loser for falling asleep, but i get over it. SUNDAY: next day a hungover group wakes up to garrin leaving to meet his uncle for a ride back. we all fall back asleep until 1140. we drag ourselves out of bed and walk to telegraph street where we get bagles at Noah's. we eat as we walk back the room. we decide to go on this 30 min hike jordo says is amazing. it turns out to be a hot 1 hour hike up a mountain. torture. but on the hike we find a baggie with a joint in it. hee hee. we smoke the joint and the rest of our pot. joe and jordo take mushrooms. we get back, chill for a bit and then head out. the drive back was pretty uneventful, except that skylar lit up along the freeway. only he smoked. we get home quickly and i drop off my passengers. i go home rest and veg and shower. at 9 conor calls and i meet him at garrins. skylar, zander, eric and arron come over. we chill and some people get high. garrin and arron eat cactus. we watch fight club. conor is massaging my feet. i didn't ask him to. he just did it. it kind of freaked me out, but not majorly. he hasn't been real flirty so i think he is just being a friend. only sklar garrin and i are there when the movie ends. we are all exhausted from the night before and go home almost right after the movie. it was a pretty fun 3 day weekend. actualy it ROCKED!! now i have to go back to school. pooey! Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
5:15 pm	i suffered through the first day of school. it was pretty easy. my classes seem ok. my 6th per. english class kinda has lots of jocks, but it also has ali, skylar and reina. acting seems like it could suck. I might switch to independent study and a free 7th. we'll see. Current Mood: curious (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 21st, 2003
4:42 pm	went to Urinetown, a comic musical, in the city last night. it was awesome and we got dressed up. i went with Leane, Ali and Cameron. it was so cool, in the city with no parents. free. seeing a great piece of theatre made me actually look forward to going back to school. uhhhg but i still have to do all this history crap. i dont think it is going to be hard because i am going to pick a person and i read fast. plus he practicaly outlines the report for you! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
4:26 pm	schedule 1. ap physics- goldberg 2. trig/pre calc honors- amirkhan 4. spanish 3- smith 5. tutor unassigned 6. english 12- ferdinandson 7. advanced acting- herganrather 8. ap am. gov't.- roth all in all not bad. i want to switch into alisons english class 6th period. with fadave. and i need to figure out what to do with my 5th period Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Monday, August 18th, 2003
1:19 pm	more movies Anne of Green Gables Anne of Avonlee i fucking love those family cheesey classics. they totaly kick ass! i always had a huge thing for Gilbert. he is totaly canadian! Current Mood: determined (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2003
5:44 pm	damn things just seem to piss me off today. then again this has always been a touchy area for me. i was reading in the iceandfire community in lj and there was this post about what actors would play which characters if a movie were made, but DAMN they kept saying nicole kidman as cerci lannister! and they kept chosing actors for apperance. hello! what about stlye or even skill. i mean matt damon and brenden frasier? AHHHHHHHH. has nicole kidman EVER played abad character? :: sigh :: anywhoo. my right lower back hurts like a mother fucker and i couldn't figure out how i hurt it in practice. then i remembered that i was charged and caught a knee in the back during a save. OWWW! Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
2:54 pm	so i decided to be a big fat copier from reading mary's lj i decided to do a fav movies list. this is something really hard for me since i LOVE movies and film. (i dont do alphabetical so i am just gonna list 'em as i think of them.) Pulp Fiction Requium for a Dream The Big Loboski Snatch Punch-Drunk Love About Schmitt Adaptation Amores Perros Rocky Horror Picture Show MAtrix Matrix Reloaded Frida American History X Death to Smoochy What's Eating Gilbert Grape Moulin Rouge The Hours Chicago Singing In the Rain to be continued whenever they come to mind Current Mood: peaceful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
11:46 am	back-track catch-up deal ok i am gonna start with caitlin's party. we got there, and it was......not bad. i mean we kinda sat around with no pot. then we got pot and smoked it. the only sobers at that point were keendra and sarah, but sarah didn't want to be high, she wanted to get drunk. so finaly mandy came and she got drunk. and other people came and we smoked too much pot because we ended up stoned and being stoned at a party is so very lame because you could have the same experience sitting in your room alone. anyway nothing overly cool happened and i barley remember it. which means it was all good happy feelings. the next morning caitlin and i were still high and......i think i went home and then we hung out later. i dont really recal. on thursday i didn't really see anyone although i did run into kendal and eliza in safeway. but other than that. haven't seen people. i left for washington/canada and had NO fun with my family. UHHGGGGHHH. got back and went to a horrible movie with caitlin and mary, Tomb raider 2. it was good to see them but not so good a movie. blarg. yesterday i was supposed to go to the river with people i haven't seen in forever, but that didn't happen and caitlin and i hung out alone together again. we finaly hooked up with people, though not the people i wanted to hang out with. (except kendra) we met garrin and skylar and went to auggie's. we hung out and stuff and then went to Reina's where we saw molly and renia and jessica. we hung out there until the wee hours of the night smoking some pot and bonding. then i went home and slept and got not enough sleep. Now i am trying to figure out a plan to hang out with people before i leave tomorrow for Caz. i haven't seen ben or carlos in forever. ahh the pain. i also have not seen eliza or kendal or those fools. it is because alison is not here. cause she and i are close friends and she and eliza are close friends. and eliza is really close to kendal and ali and i are the same closeness to kendal. i like to hang out with kendal and eliza but silly eliza has to work and i have.....tired of this thought. i am gonna call people. Current Mood: discontent (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2003
9:54 pm	i just finished my mid summer essay for ap gov. and it was a piece of crap. i mean not stupid jock bad but low quality for me. i bet i get a C or lower. but you know what, i am really happy. i mean genuinly. like its all.....relaxed. and no i am not wasted. but i have a home, a family, food and friends. why would a little paper matter to me? i mean yeah, i should probably get an A the first semester/ quarter of gov. but will this essay REALLY count. we all know that the answer is no. and even if it does, i could get a B in that class and it wouldn't matter to the schools i am aplying to. i love my life. now what part i get in the fall show.....now that is important. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
1:29 pm	my pathetic angst ridden life fuck fuck fuck. yeah i know, "poor little girl with plenty of money, a home and a family". i have nothing to complain about, but god i could fill a book with everythin i want to change. as i sit here at my computer, carefuly putting off that pesky history essay, i can feel my ass getting fatter and my brain getting smaller. everything is more confined. no room to roam........LET ME OUT! i dont want to be like this anymore. i give up. ali-ali-oxen-free! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. maybe i will go do my essay like a good little straight-A bitch. i wonder if i have the papers i need? Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)